I have gotten over the idea of being with Cathrine but I can't seem to get anyone else (girl wise) to talk to me. It's almost not worth the effort. I'm not a great conversationalist and I'm a little bit boring when you get to know me. I hate this feeling of being all alone. It pisses me off. ok sorry I was in a great mood till I checked my email and no one had emailed me. I have been talking to someone I had a crush on in highschool on email a lot lately and we were going to go see a movie on monday but as soon as I established that it was a date not just a going to see a movie; nobody's home. I hate girls currenty I don't understand them. last week when I was going to lagoon my date ditched me, she decided not to go anymore. I swear there is an aura of "keep away from me" around me.