Saturday, June 10, 2006

...and prepare them that they may shine forth in darkness

Somtimes I wonder where my line is. Everyone has a line of morals that they will not cross because they know it is somthing they can't forgive themselves for. Since the time I decided I was definatly going on a mission I have tested my line. I am at work right now and I wish I could just make the people around me stop talking. It was not really a bad conversation they were on but it definatly was a dirty one. I can leave and it's saturday so there isn't a lot to do. The saddest part about it all is there is a girl who is covering somones shift who is not usially on the CRM Team I had a crush on her since I got on this team but I lost a lot of respect for her today. I know she is LDS but she sure has a dirty sence of humor..... does that make me a jerk for thinking that way? I guess it does... lets move on.
Today overall has been a good day I got here at 8AM (thats 4 hours of overtime for me) and I am thinking about skipping my lunch. thats a big mabey though. I've worked about 5 minutes into it already so I might just keep going.
I am going to Oregon next wednessday to visit my brother and nephews. I'll take pictures for everyone. I am thinking about making a new pictorial blog. I can't decide if I should do that again or just put them on the words blog. lets take a poll what do you all think?
I took lunch just now. It's funny to me how time passes but in the blog you never know it has happened. wel... ok thats not entirely true I am on lunch but I did leave the building and come back with food. Smith has this obscure brand of chocolate doughnuts I got that and some milk. They aren't bad. They're not what I had thought they would be I was expecting them to be just like hostess doughnuts but they really are more like doughnut shaped cakes they're really.....fluffy? I don't know that is the right word for that. I am still listening o the bootleg MAE CD that toni and michelles friend made for me. I feel kind of hollow for never buying the CD. .... I guess I'll do that on monday. I just figured out why the Doughnuts are so soft. they are baked not deep fried. I suppose that makes quite a difference. I need to go back to working now I'll try to update soon but I dont make any promises

3 Comments:

Blogger Mr Joe Spears said...

Yay for morals! I seem to have none. That's not true, it just feels like it sometimes. However, I don't think that whole "not liking her" thing makes you a jerk. You are entitled to unlimited righteous judgement. As far as the pictorial blog is concerned, I vote "I", and apparently the "I's" have it!

1:57 PM  
Blogger K.A.R. said...

just post pictures on this blog cause if you get a new one I'll never find it. and i can't memorize everyone blog addresses there are to many.

3:00 AM  
Blogger MishMash said...

I really don't think that makes you a jerk. I have lost respect for many people that way. It's all how you look at it I suppose. If somebody doesn't share your "moral code," I think it's okay to lose some respect for them. I know that's harsh, but we all have our own agency and ideas on moral codes, but if somebody is being offensive to you...oh, about the line thing, I find myself REALLY testing the waters. it's hard to do what you know is right instead of what you feel. I think it's great you are going on a mission. I think you'll be a really good missionary. Well, good luck with everything and I'll talk to you later. Have a freaking FANTASTIC day!!!!

10:19 AM  

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