As life drags on...
I'm sorry I am probley going to be really annoying for a couple of weeks :( I realized today that I let my relationship with cathrine take over my life. I feel like I don't have any friends. I know that I have them but . I never see anyone and no one calls me or texts me unless I initiate it. Its really sad. I could probley sneak away quietly in the night and no one would know I was gone for weeks (except my boss... )I really can go an entire week without seeing anyone. Its a little depressing but Ill try to ignor it for the rest of this post. I don't want to be too annoying.
I called tech support and got my internet working today. I think I made Brians (or what ever his name was) day. I already knew what the problem was and how to fix it I just needed him to do it for me. Also on a light note I bought a new cookbook today. It's called the silver spoon. Its an authentic Italian cook book. It is the best selling cook book in Italy for 50 years now, I was just re printed in English. I got it at my favorite fish market Tony Caputos That guy is freaking awesome. There was also a pretty Italian girl at the checkout but I was to chicken to ask for her number :( Its ok I don't know if I'm ready to move on yet anyway but I do think I should start dating again. That makes it sound a little like cathrine died.... She didn't really but we didn't actually date we just "hung out" or watched movies. That is defiantly something I will not miss. I hate watching movies. Its so boring.
Also in the news today... I cleaned my room and rearranged it in a rather ingenious way I think. I got my bed arranged in such a way that I can fit my weights couch and. My speakers in here without crowding. I am so glad I got a laptop computer. It a whole lot easer to deal with than my big bulky desktop was. And its faster. Joe by the way.. I reformatted my computer and I can watch DVD's on it now without it skipping and sputtering anymore. For the rest of you so you know what I am talking about last time I came up Joe and I watched a movie on my laptop and it was totally skipping and spuddering and it was annoying. Apparently all it needed was a good reformatting. Now its a happy little laptop. I feel bad actually I don't really want to go to church tomorrow but I have to because I am teaching in sundayschool and I have to play the piano in preisthood meeting..... I can't just bail out on them anymore and randomly go up to orem.. I am thinking about comming up after church sometime tomorrow and we can go for a drive or a picnic or something.... Eh? I would be totally up for it if everyone else is. I would have to come back that night or early the next morning though because I have institute in the morning and I have to play the piano for that too.... Come to think of it I don't think its going to work out for us this week. Maybe som other time. My bishop is a funny fella by the way. He told me not to worry about saving all of the money for a mission and then I went to see him about getting my papers in and he told me that he had changed his mind and I really did need to same more money.... I don't understand him sometimes. Also he thinks that by comming up to orem to see my friends since I don't have friends that talk to me in magna ( or down the street from me............) any way he thinks I am not fulfilling my calling. I don't skip out very often ... I mean seriously.
I didn't actually go to lagoon today sadly. The girl I was going to go with decided to go with someone else so I cleaned got the whole day off for nothing. Just sitting aromas pretending to have a life. I made fish tacos for dinner though. They were pretty good. Gosh I'm shallow! I just going to go to bed now. Next post will be happy.
I called tech support and got my internet working today. I think I made Brians (or what ever his name was) day. I already knew what the problem was and how to fix it I just needed him to do it for me. Also on a light note I bought a new cookbook today. It's called the silver spoon. Its an authentic Italian cook book. It is the best selling cook book in Italy for 50 years now, I was just re printed in English. I got it at my favorite fish market Tony Caputos That guy is freaking awesome. There was also a pretty Italian girl at the checkout but I was to chicken to ask for her number :( Its ok I don't know if I'm ready to move on yet anyway but I do think I should start dating again. That makes it sound a little like cathrine died.... She didn't really but we didn't actually date we just "hung out" or watched movies. That is defiantly something I will not miss. I hate watching movies. Its so boring.
Also in the news today... I cleaned my room and rearranged it in a rather ingenious way I think. I got my bed arranged in such a way that I can fit my weights couch and. My speakers in here without crowding. I am so glad I got a laptop computer. It a whole lot easer to deal with than my big bulky desktop was. And its faster. Joe by the way.. I reformatted my computer and I can watch DVD's on it now without it skipping and sputtering anymore. For the rest of you so you know what I am talking about last time I came up Joe and I watched a movie on my laptop and it was totally skipping and spuddering and it was annoying. Apparently all it needed was a good reformatting. Now its a happy little laptop. I feel bad actually I don't really want to go to church tomorrow but I have to because I am teaching in sundayschool and I have to play the piano in preisthood meeting..... I can't just bail out on them anymore and randomly go up to orem.. I am thinking about comming up after church sometime tomorrow and we can go for a drive or a picnic or something.... Eh? I would be totally up for it if everyone else is. I would have to come back that night or early the next morning though because I have institute in the morning and I have to play the piano for that too.... Come to think of it I don't think its going to work out for us this week. Maybe som other time. My bishop is a funny fella by the way. He told me not to worry about saving all of the money for a mission and then I went to see him about getting my papers in and he told me that he had changed his mind and I really did need to same more money.... I don't understand him sometimes. Also he thinks that by comming up to orem to see my friends since I don't have friends that talk to me in magna ( or down the street from me............) any way he thinks I am not fulfilling my calling. I don't skip out very often ... I mean seriously.
I didn't actually go to lagoon today sadly. The girl I was going to go with decided to go with someone else so I cleaned got the whole day off for nothing. Just sitting aromas pretending to have a life. I made fish tacos for dinner though. They were pretty good. Gosh I'm shallow! I just going to go to bed now. Next post will be happy.
posted by End User at 11:56 PM
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2 Comments:
it's ok tony. we still love you. i do feel a bit guilty though. i fall into that whole "never calls or texts" category, and i appologize. don't feel too bad though, everyone feels that way about me! not that that's justification or anything. i just thought i'd say it. on a happier note, congrats on the cook book! that's way awesome. also, take pics of your room - i want to be witness to your ingeniousness :)
Wow, I don't read blogs for two days and You are broken up and depressed. What happened? Cool on the cookbook though. We'll all be expecting a grandioso meal now! Sorry you're having a tough time right now. Buck up, chin up and keep living!
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