Repair, Reprive, Return

If I were to say that I am uneffected by this experience then I surely would have to lie. But notwithstanding the pain and the overall resentment I feel I am happy to have learned a lesson. Until recent events occured I believed that most everyone was worthy of trust. I have learned. Not everyone is as innocent as they seem. While I still think people in general are inherently good I know that they must earn trust. A fault of mine which I do not wish to correct is that my good opinion once lost is lost forever. I feel as though many more people would not have lost that good opinion if I had not been so quick to bestowe it upon them. there are a few of you who would not be able to loose that opinion if you tried. I know you too well. But I think for now my best bet is to cover my feelings for other people until Im positive that the possible rebuke is not likely. I know this seems "hermit like" but I would rather be a happy hermit than a sad fool. somewhere in my mind I know that these feelings will fade and I will find someone new I cant live without. I do appriciate the message board that my blog comment box has become though. quite amusing to see the conversation progress one comment at a time. And Julia... I would love to hang out while Im up in Rhode Island. Of course we will have to go to one of the yankee/ sox games so you can see the error of your ways. And so I can boo incesantly at the sox and get kicked out. that will be a blast. do you think I'll get mugged if I wear my Jersy and hat to a Soxs game even if the Yankees aren't playing?